Minggu, 05 April 2020

2020

it's 2020

good number
easy to remember
but from  the start theres a lot of trouble
maybe God is become Anger

If you want God to forgive
And God give you ease
You start to see in you
Are you care for God too

I always searching Love
Every moment in my live I always wondering
But I Forget what God Give to me
A Perfect house and family

Corona make me realise
How beautiful moment when we are free
When we don't scared to walk in the park
Or When you can hold your bestfriend tide

This desease make world quite
One moment they stop all the work
The kids get their school Off
And the street become empty no sound

I see people are scared to die
Just all the fear in their brain sound
Die is scared for them
But much more scared if their can't live happy when their alive too

God is al Mighty
Live and Death
is One thing Must be
so Why don't make our time happy

So you won't regret anything..
If you love someone say it
If you miss someone just tell it
If you hate someone than forgive 
If you have dream than try to reach it.

#Corona make me thinking are we really alive

Rabu, 24 April 2019

BACK TO THE SAME CONDITION

Gue pernah menjadi orang yang bodoh selama bertahun-tahun karena gue merasa mencintai satu orang cowok, dan selama ini gue berfikir dia mencintai gue juga.

Bahkan dia tetap ada dalam hati gue
semua inspirasi gue buat cerita buat lagu dari dia
tapi setelah berpuluh-puluh tahun dan gue berani bilang sama dia
jawabannya gue biasa aja

bagi gue itu hal yang terbodoh
sedangkan selama bertahun-tahun itu ada seseorang yang selalu ada disamping gue
tapi kenapa gue ga bisa total kasih perasaan gue ke dia

dan saat ini terjadi lagi
gue udah bisa move on
tapi berulang lagi
menurut gue cowok ini yang akan jadi soulmate gue pada akhirnya
tapi gue takut gue hanya akan membuat kesalahan yang sama
dengan akhir dan ending yang bisa gue tebak
itu cuma perasaan gue sendiri

kenapa gue ga bisa menghargai dia
yang sudah memilih gue dalam hidupnya
sudah jadiin gue prioritas dari semua wanita yang dia kenal
dan kenapa gue ga bisa berfikir kalau dia adalah true love gue sebenarnya.

ada yang salah sama otak dan hati gue

mungkin masalahnya gue emang seneng jadi pemimpi
karena dengan mimpi gue bisa hidup
dan gue cuma takut gue aja yang ga bisa terima kenyataan
kalau selama ini apa yang nyata gue dapetin itulah yang terbaik untuk gue.

 

Selasa, 01 Januari 2019

2019

Welome 2019
this is the year
when my dream
come true

this is travelling year
this is the year when i born to be someone new
someone more strong
someone more whisdom
someone more close to Allah

wish a happy great year

kamu dan dia

kamu membawa setiap ucapanku menjadi letupan emosi
dia selalu membawa setiap ucapanku menjadi ketenangan
kamu selalu membawaku kepada keterbatasan
dia selalu membawaku kepada keceriaan

Hanya itulah batasan perbedaan
kamu dan dia
adalah sudut pandang
yang akhirnya menjadi kenyamanan

masih kamu mempertanyakan
atau kenapa dia masih menjadi ingatan
karena kenangan akan sama bertahan
sepertia halnya kebencian
 

Kamis, 13 Desember 2018

start all over again

i think i become stupid again
i have to make the same mistake again
waiting for someone
who never waiting for me

stop being stupid
stop see the man with my point of view
just stop oke

Selasa, 04 Desember 2018

Dying Inside

I miss you so much
That it comes
To a point that I'm Dying
Becouse I Can't see You
Feel You
Speak To you
Or Touch You
But I'm Happy Becouse the more I'm Hurt Missing You
The Longer I Fight To Live Becouse Of you.

from. Dying Inside Lyrics

HEAL MY HEART WITH MUSIC

all day listen the music
To fix my heart that broken
all the rhytim like medicine
can heal for a moment

Every lyric means something
That make me remember of you
but thats make me still looking
is there my name in memory of you

You the one can cure me
Becouse you make my life happy
But to know you can not be with me
Is like driving me crazy

Moment with you
Is like a dream
I can Feel the atmosphere
In laugh and love

If I can stop
And I can choose
I hope it was you

2020

it's 2020 good number easy to remember but from  the start theres a lot of trouble maybe God is become Anger If you want God to ...